catrionalee,
It is weird the way things turn out... I am sorry for your heart ache over your two angel babies. They do say that the ideal age for women to fall pregnant is when you had your daughter, so maybe thats why she turned out so perfect...I hate this ticking clock, its so frustrating. I wanted to have a baby 3 years ago, but my husband wasn't ready and every month that went by i just got depressed, as I lost another egg that could have been a buby. Now I am 30 and he is 35 and he says he is ready now...what happens if its too late and we missed our window? And then you get people saying ohh you can fall pregnant all the way up till your 40! Yeah its a miracle that happens in the first place let alone at 40...and the risks of health problems...its slack when they say that, its as if they are saying you have plenty of time...but really for a safe, healthy pregnancy, birth and baby, that time is running out fast. Like I said I really hate this ticking clock.

I just cant wait to start TTC, then at least I am not wasting my eggs!