Hi Doza

This is my second time posting.

This is our 2nd "real" try at ttcing, we already have a 3yo

last month i was "SURE" i was preg, would have bet my life on it...lots of symptoms including:

sore breasts
naseua
sharp stitches/cramp
certain "smell" from discharge (sorry if TMI) that i remember from last preg - id forgotten about it until i got it again..

anyway, long and short of it was that i was just waiting for HPTs to show up (had been doing one every day from 7dpo) but "knew" that i was preg. then on 12dpo, woke up in middle of night with bad period pain, all my other symptoms had disappeared and i "knew" that it hadnt worked out. sure enough AF came two days later.

now its possible that i had imagined all of my symptoms last time, but i dont think so..think i had a fertilisation but either no implantation or it just didnt last if you know what i mean...

anyway, on to this time round and i am MUCH more cautious, hesitant to read into anything...but to be honest, im pretty sure im preg again but too scared to say out loud in real life(nice to have forums like this huh!)in case im wrong...

but symptoms have again been same as above, except naseau slightly less and havent noticed the "smell" quite as much (again, sorry if TMI).

I'm 13DPO tomorrow. took a test sat - negative. took one this morning and negative to start with, but after hour or so, looked like there was an extremely extremely faint line - husband thinks im crazy - he cant see anything. so maybe im crazy.....if im wrong again, someone is seriously going to have to detain me in some kind of psychiatric ward..........

cant wait till tomorrow to test again
good luck for your 2ww, it sucks badly doesnt it.
if you want some more things to obsess about, go to the HPT/OPK forum bit, and look at the posts called "OPK as HPT??" and then you can go do an OPK test just to screw with your mind a bit more!!