Pebs, Lets face it this TTC stuff really sucks! But dont be hard on yourself because its totally normal and natural to be feeling so down. I dont know your circumstances and whether you've had any tests or assistance at all, but I imagine you are at that stage where you are most likely considering all these things and that can be a very difficult time.

I really hope that you do get what you dream for and, although I havent been successful, I look at those who have and know that it is going to be worth it....