I agree with all the others, Pebs. Cry when you need to, scream when you need to...and resort to chocolate when you need to as well Don't feel stupid for feeling bad, good, or rollercoasterish - happens to us all, and its kinda nice to know there's a whole bunch of women here in BB land to share our frustrations with. Some days I feel like I'm doing the Jeckyll and Hyde thing!