Thanks guys!

Tan, I hope your afternoon improved and you got in some sort of exercise. I hate when DH calls and tells me he'll be late. It just messes up your plans and for me I get grumpy because then it means I have to do it all on my own AGAIN! Not that it's usually DH's fault, but I still get the grumps!

Sterla, TBH the guilt went quickly when I asked DH if it would be ok if I went for a walk and he did the eye roll etc and I just got really annoyed, because I knew he would do it, he does every time, and he knows that I'm trying to lose weight and get healthier. We talked about it a week or so ago, and agreed that in supporting each other, we would have to give up time to exercise. In that moment I remembered all of that, the guilt went and I guess I got angry and though eff it, and just left. Two of the kids were crying because they wanted to come with me too. It was probably lucky I was angry or I would have stayed for them. It is a matter of changing my habits nd getting used to it all. This is the hardest part of making such a big change, but I just have to get on with it. Pull my finger out and fake it til I make it. I am still dying for chocolate or ice-cream, but I don't need it. I had a cup of tea instead. I am going to go and do some folding to keep my hands busy and watch some TV!