I'm quitting sugar. I can't believe it, but I figure if I tell people I might feel accountable and actually do it. I use sugar to self-medicate when I'm sad or afraid and it's not working. It's probably just messing up my pancreas and clogging my arteries. To say nothing about the size of my backside. It's also probably messing up fertility. But it doesn't fix uncomfortable emotions.

So. Time to let go that particular crux. Wish me luck. Support welcome. I may fall off the wagon but hope I won't beat myself up and just jump right back on. I don't think I've come to terms with the fact that this means no chocolate no sugar in my coffee either

But there it is. I can't just have a little bit so it all has to go.

I can't believe something like this is such a big deal to me......