Great to hear that things are back on track Amy. I was secretly wishing that you were pregnant. Darn AF. I hope the weight/fluid loss doesn't come back and it remains as a loss.
Belfie - Thanks for compliment. I hope i can be an inspiration to others with this battle. There are days where i feel like a complete failure, and days so-so and some days where i feel absolutely awesome. However, when i look in the mirror, i still see the old "me". i don't know how i am going to change my thinking though. I have to remind myself that i wear a size 10, so i must be skinny, but the mirror still shows me as a size 16. i don't know. This has always been my problem, even when i was a size 6, i was still fat. I guess being fat your whole life, you can't seem to get your mind around that you are now skinny IYKWIM??? I have this big lower belly, which is daunting and won't budge. Aaaaarggghhhhh. I have to stop before i get myself tangled in all these negative thoughts.
You know how i said that some days i felt like a complete failure... well i was reading in Slimming and Health mag inspiration IRL stories about people losing weight and was thinking that it has taken me 18 months to shed 16kgs, and these people can lose 50kgs in 2 years. How can that be??
So i get back to work today after 2 days off sick, DP calls me at 9am from his work asking me to take him to the docs as he has cut his finger (he's a butcher) so i get there and he has cut the top of his left pointer finger off ... go to the closest doctors they wouldnt see him sent us to emergency...went to emergency and the lady had a polite go at DP for putting a glove on it as the glove filled with blood and made a terrible mess, she then sent us to their 2nd ER which is for injuries or something, 90 minutes later we get a bed (not that he really needed one) and a doctor, the doctor starts to clean it up and gets DP to put pressure on it to stop the bleeding, still bled for a while, an hour later when he was meant to be checked a little girl came in who jambed her finger in a door and ripped the nail off comes in and due to lack of beds (again not like DP needed it & kids get priority) he got kicked out of the room and got treated in the waiting room lol. So four hours after initially cutting his finger he had it bandaged and we were out the door lol. So im back at work at 2pm meaning i will have worked at total of 3 and a half hours at the end of the day haha
...drama
Oh that poor little girl was happy as larry once they put her on the gas, poor thing!
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