hey ladies,

it's been quiet in here hey. Well i'm at panic stations. Did a casual BSL check (I had GD last PG) last night after dinner and got a 10!!! So I'm pretty much cr@pping myself. Off to the doc this arvo who will probably make me do the 2 hour fasting test I guess. I knew I was high risk... but oh geez. I have enuff dietary restrictions, I don't need any more sorry I'm just in wallow mode atm. Either way, I need to lose more weight & get fit. I worked out to get a healthy BMI i need to lose about 2-3kg. To get my waistline under 80cm (there's a big challenge) I need to lose about 8.5kg (that's when it was last under 80). This just sux. I can't run cos of my prolapse, I already have HEAPS of dietary restrictions... I need diabetes like a hole in the head.

anyways... BBL, wish me luck hope you're all having a better week than me.