Oh Kate, you sound exactly like me at the moment. I am struggling with my weight at the moment too. I've lost about 10kg since having Lara but I would still like to lose another 10 kg (15 if I could manage it). I was going great guns at the beginning but now I have lost all motivation. I have started to eat a bit of crap again. I too need to get back on track! I hate how big I look and everything I try on looks like crap coz I need to lose weight