So DP was stuffing round with our camera yesterday and took pics of me in the shower then one when i got out... i uploaded them yesterday so i could delete them off the camera so no one could see... i know i have put some weight back on but i look HORRIBLE naked.... i nearly looking at them, it makes me feel sick... how can my DP find me even remotely attractive if thats what i look like.

Maybe this is the motivation i need, might post a bit of the pic in my blog... tell me how you would feel if this is what you saw every day?

Time to get back on track, gotta get fit and healthy for my girls and stop using Easter etc as an excuse... who's with me... lets set out a few goals...

1. Eat healthier
2. Exercise more - even if it is just walking to the letterbox
3. Be happy with myself, feel happy, look happy.
4. LOOSE 4KG in the next mth... a little start to get me going.