Lulu,

I am sad for you - i still am holding out some hope for you but by the sounds of it you feel its not going to be - i am so so sorry sweetie. Gosh this stuff is hard isn't it -wish i could give you a hug but one over the internet will have to do god i wish i could make this happen for you. Its so hard when all you want is a little baby and you try so hard to get there. Lulu you are in my thoughts and heart right now - please stay strong - if its a no go this time when do you think you will try again?
I'm not giving up on you - i know you can do this.