Alli - yeah I am possibly pushing it too hard (gee I wonder why I've been so sick? )

Went back to work today and had some lovely comments from people. And the main person I was worried about happened to be away!

That's excellent news Lissie! Fingers crossed for the TWW!!

As for the tough times, I think they come and go in cycles. Same with frustration. When I'm feeling rational, I accept this. However when I realise that I have been on this TTC journey for 10 years (if you time it from the very first time I saw a FS when I was 28), I start to feel a little despondant.

Yes there are others out there that have had it hard. But there are also others that have had it incredibly easy. And when these people start to be judgemental about me I really get irritated (has happened a lot at work lately).

However when I simmer down again I realise that these people are young and will hopefully learn compassion somewhere, somehow. Or not. Then again, it's their journey, not mine...