Donor Conception General Chatter #7

[sushee]

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[blizz]

don't have anything to say just wanted to be the first to write in the new thread hee,hee!!

[MsPink]

Thanks for your good wishes Allie...I'll take whatever positive vibes you are able to send my way....

[blizz]

I feel like I've got a few to spare for my DCS buddies now so i'll spread a few out between you all.
don't forget if you're free tonight pop n to live chat to catch up with Tarkine, Gargy and myself...we can have our selves a party!!!!
ps, any one interested I have posted a few new photos in my gallery (all on the same subject matter I'm afraid)
talk soon

[blizz]

morning all, what a great catch up last night, went to be at 12:30ish fell asleep about 1:00 and was waken this morning by loud hollering from the other end of the house.....'hel-lo Mummy"...'hel-lo sheppy"...'hel-lo daddy'...hel-lo Allie' which got progressively louder from 6:45 am onwards so out of bed at 7am for me this morning.
well just wanted to wish all a great day. Hope you have a wonderful catch up with DH Carmel,
as for us well it's threatening to rain and has been raining over night so another girly day of mooching with my princess me thinks,
love to all Allie.B xxxxx

[Caramello]

Hi Blizz, hi Tarkine!

It was brilliant to catch up with both of you on Tuesday night!

Had some very relaxing mornings and some very hectic afternoons lately!

DH and I had a very romatic afternoon up in the Blue Mountains, which was lovely.

Today has just been about organising big ticket items while DH and I are both at home.

We've bought a couch, and looks like we may be buying a Camry.

Anyway, must dash - heaps of hugs for everyone

[Lissie]

ladies,

Well tonight i sit here and still not really believing what has happened. I was told i was pregnant by the clinic 21st April hcg 235 then another bt 28th with hcg at 3090 - on Thurs evening i had a small bleed but lots of cramps and back ache , go for another bt on Frid and hcg down to 2095 and prog dropping, so we all know what that means. I get sent for a scan as doc is worried about ectopic, all that is found is an empty sac measuring 5wks and 4days, nurse rings this morning and says another scan next week to totally rule out ectopic. I really thought this was my turn , i had beautiful donor embryos from a lovely young 26yrs old couple, i just cannot believe this has happened to me again. I am really starting to believe that i will never ever be a mother, i have almost convinced myself of it. I still have two lovely embies waiting and will try again when i am allowed by doctor, but after that i have nothing left. I really don't think i have any energy or emotions left now, i feel so drained of this whole journey. I almost feel as if now i am a robot just going thru the motions, one minute sad and cannot stop crying the next i am well almost normal. I don't want to be a complete sad sack around people cause there is nothing worse for them, so basically i try to be happy in company and leave the sad parts to my alone time ( so hard to do sometimes). I thought i would be bleeding by now and my body would be expelling everything but i am still waiting, i have had cramps and lower back pain on and off but still nothing - i just wish is would all be over. Sometimes is wish this whole journey was over so i could know what the future holds for me, i feel as if the bubble of hope i have held onto for so long is now slippping thru my fingers - i just don't feel much hope anymore. I have got a so much in my life to be grateful for, i have a terrific husband, great extended family and good friends and not to mention my two beautiful dogs but how my heart aches for a child - it just does not seem fair sometimes and yet i hate that saying that it isn't fair. I am not an overly religious person but right now i am so angry at god - why is he testing me so - why is life testing me so - if it is to see how strong i am - i feel as if i am just about broken emotionally and there is not much left for this part of my life. God i really hate all this - i know i will feel better with time but you know it all just sucks so much. I think we all need to vent a little and i guess this is a bit of a vent right now - so i hope you all understand - i just feel like i want to go out into one of our paddocks and just scream at the top of my voice.

[jmmum]

Lissie,
So very very sad for you. You go out in that paddock and scream and scream. Hold on like crazy and I'm sure we are all hoping that you finally get a bubba in your arms. I do think that if there is a god he she often gets it wrong prehaps he she needs to job share ( to much work for one) maybe that will stop the STUFF UPS!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thinking of you Never say never. Just next time!!!!

[blizz]

you are perfectly entitled to vent Lissie and you are in the totally right place to do this, I am sorry that you are in such a hard place right now, I hope that you don't totally loose your faith in your dream to hold your baby in your arms, but I do understand how it may have taken quite a battering with this huge loss, Please take some time to grieve and let out your hurt and frustration, sometimes cybersupport just doesn't feel enough I wish I could give you a real time hug, lots of love from Allie.B xxxxxx

[blizz]

DH has been a fair bit depressed about all of the changes at work and was fairly keen to get home Sunday morning after working night shift for 5 nights, I told him to SMS me if he decided to sleep and come home later(not that I expected him to do this though) at least this would let me know that he is on the road and when, as it is a fairly remote drive home from where he works.
Well any way I hear him arrive Sunday morning about 8am and go out to see him and my first view is of a broken side light at the front of the car, quite a bit of denting down the side panel and more denting at the back end of his station wagon,
My heart went in to my mouth, he was fine thankfully with a sheepish grin tells me that it was fine, he went a little bit hard in to the corner and lost control in to the armco .
thankfully he hit the armco and didn't go over a bank some where or we would have had a hell of a time trying to find him, totally scared the heck out of me and I spent a fair part of the day punching him in the arm for being an idiot and 1-driving home in the first place, 2-driving to fast on notoriously wet roads, 3- scaring the poop out of me!!!!!!!!
He talked to the insurance company today and it sounds like they will write the car off which means we now need to try and find him a new car in a week......MEN!!!!!!

[Malyna]

Ohh Blizz honey.. .I'm sooo glad that DH is ok... typical men!! always have to test the limits.. good luck with the car hunting...


i'm feeling very light headed and am a space cadet.. I had to come home early because I was exhausted from trying to focus my attention... Hoping that this goes away... maybe.. fingers crossed.

Love and light to everyone

[Caramello]

Scary stuff Blizz - glad that DH is ok!

Looks like you will be getting a new car earlier than expected!

Yes, I definitely would have given him a punch in the arm.

Hi Tarkine,

Not good about the dizzy thing - that's pretty scary too.

Wouldn't be the nasal stuff would it? Or is it something else?

As for me - put the deposit on the new car but forgot to sign my side of the paperwork. So I will be toddling off to the bank again tomorrow (sigh).