it's tough trying to contemplate using a donor when you still hold onto a bit of hope of conceiving with your own.
This is so true Lieve but unfortunately I don't think I'll ever stop hoping that 1 day my body will come through for me. Although I've never fallen pg naturally and have been told I have a "hostile environment" (not friendly to sperm) but have also been told that this is a grey area and can change.
That's the 1 thing I am dreading - that every month I will be hoping and will be let down when af arrives.

Hopefully I might 'get over it' if we're succesfull with DE.