The last few weeks i've thought that i've been a bit blue. Yesterday while talking to one of my most amazing friends I realised that I wasn't feeling down - I just wasn't really feeling anything.
And it occured to me that it's just that nothing was making me bounce with happiness - there was nothing "wrong", lots of "right" but nothing "amazing". So I was feeling down because I didn't have that "amazing" feeling in my life.
BUT...I don't think thats normal (what the heck is normal lol) to feel amazing all the time. What if just feeling like everything is ok is whats healthy and balanced? It just sort of dawned on me.
I guess i'm always looking to feel happy and then feeling miserable when I don't find it. I read a quote the other day "I gave up on being happy because it made me too sad" Dr D of course! And I think it's so true.
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