IMO
- I am a jealous person but not of other people or materilistic things... I am jealous of what I don't have within my r'ship (if that makes sense). . . But i think that has alot to do with what has happned. I am jealous of what other people have (but i am not jealous of them, I am happy for them) Just wish that I could have it myself. And I think mine stems from what has happened - self esteem issues - lack of confidence - and I am angry at letting my self be put in such a position, and letting my self be hurt there is alot os self-angry behind my jealousy...