Thanks TeniBear. I have looked at other forums on here... just can't seem to find anywhere on here that I do really feel I belong at this time.

I'm not a parent, my step-kids want nothing (and I mean absolutely nothing) to do with me, the closet thing I have to a family of my own is my pets (consisting of: 6 cats, 1 dog, 3 turtles, 5 chickens, 5 ducks). I've never experienced a miscarriage, so definately don't fit into any of the 'loss' forums.

I know I do belong in the LTTTC forum, it was recommended to me when I first signed up and several times since.... but I just see all the posts there from people who are already going through IVF already and feel I don't belong cause I'm not there yet. Like I don't know what each stage of the IVF cycle is all about etc.

Please don't get me wrong in saying this, the people in the LTTTC forum have been very welcoming to me and offered me nothing but encouragement towards my IVF future, but I just don't feel I really and truely belong in there...yet.