Im in a limbo place atm.

Have four beautiful children, a wonderful husband (well msot of the time ), the white picket fence, the cat...but I feel a bit scared.

Knowing there are no more children to come and that my littlest one is 2 in January..I feel like all ive done for the last 9+ years has been for my children.

Who am I? What and who am I when my children have left to go to school?

I know that I have changed totally from what I was like prior to children (omg I shudder) but Im worried I'll sit here at look at the pictures on the wall and wait until 3pm to pick them up IFYKWIM.

How will I find me again?