Oh my gosh! i am going through this right now! and it is upsetting! I watched a tv show on dementia last night and that has made my issue with dying even worse! Along with the fact that for as long as i can remember even when i was a child i always said i would die at the age of 40! i don't know why but it is just a feeling i have had. I am 32 this year, and i don't want to die at 40! i have 2 girls that need their mummy! I worry every day about the day i will leave them