I firmly regret not paying more attention to myself and my mental state a year ago. I'm not sure what exactly I would've done differently, but I'm pretty sure anything would've had a better outcome that our current situation.

I regret not standing up to Professor while we were courting, and not understanding Aspergers and realising where he was coming from. It set the tone for our whole marriage and things happened that I feel guilty about to this day, even 6 years later. I wish I had trusted him more.

Most of all, I regret not being nice to myself, or confident in myself. I've accomplished some things that are amazing to me, even while hating myself. Imagine what I could've done if I'd had the confidence?