Thanks Melbel and Jane. Really appreciate the advice. I know i should be here more often, i just feel like crawling in a corner and crying from everything, but my boy gets me up and motivated. And really busy, hehehe.

I had my appointment with my Dr and well i just wanted to cry....
He told me i have endometriosis in my womb, I also have Endometriomata in my ovaries, There is a 5cm and a 4cm cyst on my right ovary and a 4cm and a 3cm cyst on left ovary, they are called chocolate cysts too. And i also have adhesion, where my bowel is stuck against my uterus. So now i have to wait 90 days and no more then 120 days to have surgery where they will cut me open and fix me up.
On top of that, my boy starts prep soon and we need another car, which we don't have the money for yet, and i just don't have money for ivf, i tried for a loan but couldn't get it, Why not! Arghhh, So this week has just had one thing on top of another and its making me feel very down.
Also the pain this last month or so has just gotten worse.
I don't know what to do.....