Thanks Jane.
I am scared and i get times when it really hurts, other times it doesn't, confusing.
I don't want to get cut open and have surgery, but i know i need to, to get better.

I'm worried, too, Hubby has a low sperm count and he's had many tests and it showed it was different everytime. The Dr's can't pin point the problem. So they can't help. So i'm worried that might affect our chances.
But hubby has just gone on this Tony Ferguson weightloss diet and he has been on it for 5 days now and already lost 6 kilos. So proud of him. He's starting now so that hopefully when i have my surgery and recover he will be more healthier and we have a better chance.
I hope, I hope this is our year, 4 years, is so hard on all of us.