hi everyone it has been a while since i have posted anything,
me and my partner have been trying to fall pregnant since may last year to no success i have extensive endo, may this year i had surgery to clean things up a bit but is starting to come back in the last 2 months with eregular periods again and intense pain so have more visits coming up next month with a gyno again.
recently i have found out my sister is pregnant which devestated me she fell pregnant with out even trying so me and her have sorta stopped talking.
I have gotten to the stage now that i cant talk to any of my family cause everytime i do its always about my sister and what is going on with the pregnancy and how happy everyone is about it and what they have bought for it etc etc. my family say they underrstand what i am going through but i dont think they do and dont realise how hard it is on me not being able to fall pregnant when me and my partner really want kids we would be happy with 1, i am the only one in my family with endo.
i just fell like i am hitting a brick wall