Shazam ((((hugs))))
I can realte to how low you are feeling right now.. I have been feeling pretty sad since my surgery and the thought of not being able to conceive has been weighing on my mind since. I am so afraid that I wont be able to ttc and seeing my sister and other people with their children brings back the thought a million times over.
I hope things improve for you and i am postive they will, i know its tough i completely understand that its one of those things that surgery fixes temporaily. Have you tried the endo diet? have you considered seeing a naturopath or homeopath who specialises in fertility?