Oh Shazam - I really feel for you. It is so hard to keep going when everyone around you is falling pregnant. The only thing that keeps me sane is realising that the pregnancy of friends/family is THEIR journey, and my DH and I are on a journey of our own - a far longer one but (hopefully) with richer rewards.

Sometimes I have to white knuckle it and just hold on to get through. My advice is to cry often to let out your grief. Don't go to family functions if you know you can't cope - or at least go and have a cry in the car. Unfortunately it is really hard for family to understand.

The other thing is please come and talk in on of the LT TTC threads - there are heaps of people there that will understand your pain.

Thinking of you...