oh your just going through so much at the moment dont be hard on yourself.

i find if i have had a crappy week at work or am feeling sick im the same, just wish my DD would sleep a bit longer or be happy playing with herself.
some days i have no energy to do baby things with her and worry its affecting her.

im not on meds or anything as it isnt a daily thing and is usualy related to being run down

you have come so far dont give up now. you are aware of whats wrong and thats great, you are being proactive about and that fabulous.

your doing a great job, to move so far away from great support networks and to re start your life is a huge thing.
now take some time out you have hd alot of set backs since moving and relax and try and just focus on teh positive from the move.

sorry this has been so long and i hope it made some sense lol

but your doing a great job, and i feel it is normal for anyone who has gone through what you have to feel like that and the fact you are acknowledging it is the biggest and often the hardest step to take..