Hi
I am a single mum with a 15mth old son, I have been on my own with him since my pregnancy. My Ex without having a big winge cheated, lied and decieved me before, during and after my pregnancy. I got on with my life and we tried to reconcile. I am now 3 mths pregnant with our 2nd child and I have called things off between us as I cannot get over the things he done. I am worried about how I wil cope financially and emotionally but I tell my self I am strong and have done this before. My son has motivated me and during his first year I became a qualified beautitian and now hope to complete my training to be a beauty therapist. I say all this because I have never been so lonely or felt so isolated as I have done since my first pregancy. I have no friends who are single mums and find it hard to maintain friends who are still in party mode. However I love my son and will love this baby to, I just wish that while I feel able to achieve my goals, I didnt feel so stuck in baby mode and nothing else.... Do I sound awful? Selfish? I hope not because not a day goes by where I am not amazed by my son. I just wonder what lies ahead for me now.