Hey Michelle.....

I remember when you told us the news of your brother.... I hope everything went as well as it could from there... love and hugs to you

I kinda understand where you are at... except my mum and nan are only in SA not the UK.... we moved down there cause pop was really sick but after he passed away we decided to come back to qld but mum stayed..... I always feel so guilty, almost to the point of saying "right lets go back" but we came back to QLD for a reason... not exactly sure what reason but we know its the right place for us now.......
If you really feel in your heart thats where you should be then maybe just run it past DH and see what the feedback is... go from there.

Good luck sweet and I hope you feel good soon!
xoxo