More milestones without my mum and I am beginning to realise just how much my girls will miss out on by not having their grandmother here.

Coming up to 3 years on the 22nd December, Christmas, and Marley's 1st birthday in February.

I don't think my eldest can remember her much at all anymore, breaks my heart. She came home from kinder the other day and told me that I will "have a new mummy, mum. Sofia's mummy can be your mum, it will be ok, you can get a new mum." Love their simplistic view of the world, but it really did bring home just how finite life can be.

Hope you are all well x