Thanks for answering ladies, I really appreciate it.

I feel like I have 100 reasons to have/want another baby and 100 reasons not to. I'm 29 in June and I know a lot of people would say that's young but I never saw myself having kids in my 30's and DH in 35 in May.

I don't think my sanity will last another 9-12 months of TTC but I know if I don't have another now it will never happen.

I have this overwhelming feeling I should be happy with what I have(which I am) and leave it at that.

Sorry for the rambling