Hey, i have been thinking alot lately and going through some cr@p, and been really down about things like having no family around, feeling alone and stuff. Up until recently i lived with a friend after Ashlea's dad and i split about 2 years ago, and am now living by myself. I've been seeing great guy for a while, so i guess i started to depend on him alot since moving out alone, and it was all great. Now he is heading overseas in a few weeks for a year or something so obviously all thats ending soon. Its been really hard this past week knowing he's going. We see each other and its all perfect, but then every time he leaves its really hard for us cause we know soon we will be saying goodbye for good. I've never had any type of relationship end on a good note where we arent together anymore cause we dont want to be, but because of circumstances like this.
During the day everythings great, see friends, play with Ashlea, study and the rest, but im finding sitting at home with Ashlea in bed is starting to get really hard. I've never felt like this before, and just wondering if any other single parents ever get like this?