hi cheekymonkey. Im glad you posted. I cant answer your questions and I dont have any advice, but Im glad your here. You have obviously tried very hard and thats really great.

Its interesting what you said about cup size. Mine didnt really change dramatically either. I never really felt engorged or anything.

I think it can be hard for some to grasp the "not enough milk" idea. I know your body is supposed to provide what baby needs but...??? well, i guess sometimes it doesnt????

My best friend was breast feeding her son when i told i was pg, she felt such a huge surge and let down and then the baby choked cos there was too much milk pouring out! BIZARRE! she had bucketloads to spare. I couldnt even express 20ml when my time came. I spent so much time wondering whats wrong with me.


p.s.
Thanks for this new thread MantaRay. I love BB for this exact reason!