Hi Drgirl! It has been a long time since we have seen you around here. The last we heard was when you told us you had a BFP so am very sorry that it didn't stick. I had one of those in a past relationship and its difficult to decide whether it was a early miscarriage or something else, very confusing. I can imagine what an exhaustive journey this has been for you so hopefully positive changes will take place from here on in. We are finally all organised to ttc in december with our known donor, it would be just dreamy if things worked out the first time but we are prepared for a long road not to be disappointed. I know what its like having babies all around you at work so it is difficult to keep your mind focused, I will be working in special care in a few weeks for 8 weeks so that will be even worse! Anyway, good luck with a BFP soon!