I'm here

I'm Emma (26), live in New Zealand & am the super proud Mama of Gaby (3) & Emersyn (due June 23). Both were conceived in male/female relationships, but I always considered myself bisexual... My relationship with Emersyn's dad was a confusing time for me, as I was starting to consider that I might be a bit more than bisexual with a preference for women... I found out I was pregnant on the day I had decided "if this cycle isn't it I'm going to stop, because it's not fair to him that I don't know if I want to be with him, or be in a relationship with a woman".... I tried to ignore it for a few weeks, but just prior to being 12w pregnant, I broke up with him.. I felt like I was living a lie..... & now I identify - very proudly, as lesbian, and life suddenly feels 'right'. I just hate that I dragged him through the mud, on the way to making my realisation...