Trust me, i don't think there is anyone here who will expose you to negativity because of your situation.

I'm so sorry you lost your angel. How heartbreaking.

Welcome to BB!
I hope to see you around the forum.
Where abouts in NZ are you? My mum is from there, so I've there 8 times. And my sister recently moved there, about 2 hours north of Auckland to my mum's hometown.

Oh I'm sorry I didn't notice your reply straight away!
We live in Auckland now, but are moving about 1 hour North of the city in April.
In other good, well great news actually, we are pregnant again!
Yippee.