Ok so i have noticed some blackish spots on my vulva (yes yucky i know, and not something i would usually check, but i did)
they don't seem painful, they are small and have never been their before.
I have never have had any problems what so ever with "downstairs".
I have been googling and googling has me worried!
also the fact that for as long as i can remember i have always said i am going to die by the time i am 40 (10yrs away)
and than yesterday DD1 said to me "mummy when you die, daddy will have to find me a new mummy" i told her i wasn't going to die and she said "yes you are mum"
So now of course im stressing that this could be cancer, and that yes my time will soon be up!