Stress Levels. Why am I not handling things very well anymore?
Is everything becoming too much?
I get stressed and snap over the smallest things. Thank goodness DP has been so good about it lately but I have flown off the radar heaps lately, throwing things around, yelling (I even kicked a cupboard on Friday). I have actually felt the need to apologise to him (and have done) numerous times because I have taken it out on him.
I am so stressed right now after being on hold (from my mobile) to Optus for 67minutes and my heart rate feels through the roof. Then to have a screaming baby (who missed bath time, even though I ran a bath while I was on hold that she was then too tired to get into as I was on the phone for so long.
I feel I used to handle stress a lot better. I think my dogs are scared of me when I am stressed as they go and hide under the bed.
I dont want to continue on like this. So what does everyone else do when they are stressed?
I should exercise more. It will also help with my weight.
MG- How do I meditate? I dont know if I have the patience for it LOL! See I am truly hopeless.
Sunshine- hope you are okay. Sing out if you need any help (like actual help-not the type your MIL offers)
Sometimes I think maybe work is causing me the most stress. I love my job so much. If we were rich, I would still work but I dont think I am coping with the fact that even though I am working part time and only being paid for part time, I seem to be doing more than what I did working full time (and getting paid half the amount).
I think the stress builds up and I absolutely run out of patience when I get home. I use it all up at school. The thing is I can be fine and then all of a sudden...BANG...something inside me fires up and I am a nutter!!! Its not PMT either as it seems to be consistent. I had all my bloods done recently and thyroid and all is fine. Maybe I need my head tested.
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