Would you think differently about me if you knew...

[~StarBright~]

On the forum, i never take into account what I think people look like.. i dont really get pictures in my head too much about people, but I dont think about it, so therefore it probably would effect me to know what people do look like, coz its wouldnt spoil any perceptions i had.. IRL i am probably more judgemental of these skinny skinny young girls who need to eat!!!! I have one friend who was complaining because she had to buy size 8-10 jeans instead of her usual size 6 and i nearly punched her!!! (maybe be a little jealously there though :-()

I am another whose body has changed dramatically since having my kids, and i miss my old skinny body, but i dont feel like mentally I have changed as a person. Only the way i look, altough sadly, some days though i guess it has changed how i feel about myself and in some ways my confidence. I am trying to loose weight and become healthier, but nothing is working and that in itself is slightly depressing.

I am still me, there is just more of me!!