Oh Christy, big hugs. I have tears in my eyes - I totally understand how you feel. I am now feeling guilty that we weren't able to catch up today (especially as Jack seems ok now - he has eaten a sandwich without throwing up and I can't get him to keep still ), it sounds like you could really use it. I hope your weekend without DH improves hun. Take heart in knowing that the lovely man is not the only one who thinks you are doing a fantastic job. Give me a call if you want (need?) a chat!