Christmas as kids was always great, even though we didnt have very much money and we only got a few gifts each we didnt care it was the one day we spent as a family eating our chrissy lunch telling our mum how much we loved our pressies. Then when i met my DP i did chrissy at my mums first and then at his. His family are into the big loud crazy christmas's which are sometimes fun. Then my mum met her partner and she spent chrissy at his parents so it was me and his family. Then last year me and his family had a falling out and because i was horribly sick with morning sickness we didnt do anything, i actually dont even remember christmas as i was in bed all day. This year is another crazy loud big chrissy and i'm so glad as being Kaileys first christmas i want it to be special (even though she wont know whats going on) and its even more special as its DP's first christmas with his dad in 17 years so its very special.

This sounds weird but at christmas its as if the air smells different, the smell of the tree mixed with tinsel and christmas lunch/dinner cooking the smell of summer time mmmm they need to bottle that smell!!!