Thanks girls.

I was thinking of just booking in but I get anxious at the thought of my homebirth getting taken away from me.

Obviously my aim isn't the home birth, it's a healthy babe, mother and birth experience but I really want this to be a family experience. To me, this is the families baby and I want everyone to be apart of it all the way.

It's cr@p that we're forced into making several different decisions to get what we want. I wish I could just forget about it all and just cruise along with things but it's not gonna be that simple it seems.

Wow Kelly! It's such a stuff around isn't it. I was facing the same challenges with Reid. I'm lucky to have a supportive GP who is happy to do what I want as long as I know the risks.

Well I'm off for the dating scan next week (told you it was early days lol) and I'm totally expecting an empty sac but should there be a babe in there, I'll get the ball rolling ASAP.

Thanks so much girls!
xx