Tegam that sounds horrible so sorry you had to experience that. I actually usually feel fairly iffy about freebirth but I can see why you went that route in the end and don't blame you one bit. Might have done the same in your position except called an ambulance instead of those midwives. *hugs*

Meow thanks for sharing your edited version here, so nice that you got your homebirth in the end! But sucks that you had such a stressful pregnancy. Glad you didn't bleed too much at birth .

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