It's funny but the closer I get to d day, the more I worry about screaming in front of my midwife and losing control, because of what happened last time. I spoke to her yesterday about it and she just looked me in the eye and said "Mel, I've only ever had 1 lady that made no noise and we didn't like it cos we couldn't tell what stage of labour she was at. Screaming is not losing control,it's being in control, the way that your body is supposed to handle labour".

I feel better now. Just wish I knew what was keeping her from making an appearance! I'm so cranky and irritable lately, everything DH does gets on my nerves and I spend a lot of time being peeved and venting to my mum lol!!

I just wanna know what I'm doing wrong to not be going into labour....
Oh i missed this, sorry love. I really dont have many words of wisdom. Just be yourself. You dont owe it to anyone to be quiet/loud/polite or rude! This is your journey and you will do it perfectly for you!

If it helps i have always been quiet and in control of birth........then yelled like a teenager with Molly

Cant wait to see you BA and hey havent all yours been late? So infact your not due yet? Be strong!