Perhaps twins signifies the two births you are processing right now, your dd's and your impending labour and your mind is suggesting you will be able to rebirth your dd? Birth always has a wild card to throw at you, so perhaps yours is this. Do you feel supported to work through some of your fears? These final days/weeks are all about the emotions. The baby's cooked and it's the other emotional stuff that matters now.
I cried a river of tears in my final week with ds...and he wasn't born until everything was as I imagined it.
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