Bella, that is great that you found the perfect MW for you and DH.
Thanks also for your comments re: my fears. I usually don't carry fears or anxieties in to my labour, thankfully. I just have them before hand from time to time. I don't know why I have 'fixated' on the PPH one. I have no history of it. My MW spoke to me about the importance of maintaining adequate zinc and ferritin levels- which I have under control now. She said that the fact that this is my 4th bub does not necessarily put me at risk. I am descended from a long line of worriers! I'll blame that.
I am thankful that my homebirths have been without fear. I assume this one will be the same. Once I get in to my groove there is no space for fear. I'll just get all my worries out of the way now!