Hi Mel.....number five hey....im not going again either

One of the many f%^k ups of my pregnancy with Molly Number 4 was the bull about me being ....almost number 5..... not five but almost number five so my chance of PPH were huge......

I have never had a bleed after a baby but it was just another thing they used against me...

So if i went again i can just imagine the $hit id be given for it being number five...... HOWEVER ......IF........ we go again i will NOT be stepping foot near a hospital so luckly i will not be there for said lecture If i cant find a MW to HB with i WILL freebirth....

Hugs to everyone with the sad sad news from melbourne. I hope it wasnt anyones MW (only so they arent devisitated at the events...whatever they were) Sadly again it was probably something like a stroke that nothing could have been done but the media will use it as a cause to blame HB MWs AGAIN All very sad