I'll hopefully be onto my 3rd or so by then DC, so I'll be there having babies with you

I was wondering, anyone else here who transferred? I know there's MadB, is that all? Can I ask those who did end up transferring, how you felt about it? Mostly, I feel good. I feel good because it was a successful Homebirth, in the way that the system of transferring if needed worked like it should have, everyone was happy, healthy and safe, the birth was great etc. so I feel good about that. And I feel good, no, great, about DD's birth. It really solidified for me that homebirth really is a philosophy, not just a venue. But, I do still feel little pangs of sorrow on not having the wonderful birth I did *at home*. Does anyone else feel this way or am I being ungrateful? When my waters broke there was meconium. It wasn't super dark, more tinged, and DD was strong and fine throughout labour. She was suctioned a few minutes after she was born, as they called in a paed just before I delivered and she had a bit of a crackly chest. I just can't help wondering whether it was really 100% necessary or not. About an hour after DD was born she did a big sticky mec poo all over DH, so she didn't poo heaps in me. She also had all the signs of an overdue baby, despite being born at 40+1, so I wonder whether that plays into it. Just something that keeps playing over in my head I guess. I'm glad that I got the natural, empowering birth I had hoped for, regardless of where I was, and that my support team were integral in helping me achieve that. I do know I am VERY much looking forward to a homebirth at home next time!