wow! you sound like you've got a lot on your mind. big hugs.
i can really relate to you. i completely did my head in just before the birth of my second ds. mainly due to worries about his size.
can i ask you- have you tried any acupuncture or anything?
was the sizing scan that you had indicating that the baby is larger than it should be at that stage?
I haven't tried acupuncture this time around just yet but I think I'll be ringing her today.

Yep, scan showed I was measuring 3 weeks ahead.... that the baby was about the size of a 38 weeker....(at 35.5wks)

Yep, I do have alot on my mind..... I just want labour to start TODAY then I don't have to worry anymore I feel so emotional and upset about it all....... tears starting