Totally understand you being upset arimeh. I struggled for the first 3 months, and thought id do extended feeding into tandem feeding. But 2 months into pg ds decided he didn't want boobie anymore. He was 20 months.
And it makes me feel horrible. Maybe I should have kept feeding on demand, even after bouts of mastitis. Maybe I never should have given him cows milk. I don't know. But he decided this on his own, and I guess its my job to let it go. My milk just wasn't fast enough. I just miss the cuddles.
Occasionally when he's having q bottle I'll pick him up and cradle him whilst he drinks. Reminds me how much I miss bf. But I love when we look deeply into each others eyes.
Sorry for the hijack. Thought is let you know I also know how it feels. Hugs.
Hmmm unfortunately I don't have hope for that Kel, I've had it every time so far. I just fought through it harder the last time thats all. But it so very much sucks and I'm not looking forward to doing it again LOL
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