OMG, I so know how you are feeling!!
How have you been since?
I always prayed ds would selfwean, but unfortunately he hasn't.

I am now forced to instantly wean as I have been given meds that won't allow bf.
ds screamed the house down all night!
I actually called mil this morning at 7am to PLEASE pick him up as i was going crazy. Of course he has been an angel all day with her!
Not looking forward to tonight, he won't take anything but boobies and just chucks a tanty when I say no. He won't settle with cuddles (not too keen on being held for too long).

I would love to hear how you have been handling things so far.
Big hugs!